i may not be the girl in d pic but i feel like her...

Thing that i want in my life and i want it better!

1. control my temper
   * start today,stay calm and chill... dun let anything make u angry no matter what..
2. think before you talk kash! and make it less
   * dun rush into making statements about any matter instead take you time thinking bout it thn state ur opinion
3. rude alert! i might not realise but i noe i cn b rude sometime.. GET RID OF THAT!
   * talk in a very low tone so avoid contreversy.. evertime u talk remember "PRIYANKA CHOPRA in DOSTANA"
4. BE FREAKING PUNCTUAL! you woudnt wana give bad impression towards other ppl
   * try leaving early wen u noe u will get stuck in the jam knowing how screwed up is subang..
5. eat healhty..
    * forget pizza,mcd and all those oily food for a while. no rice too...
    * eat before 7 n if still hungry afta that eat low carb and fat biscuits..
    * drink lotsa water! (make it as a habit starting nw)
6. lose weight!
    * super crius matter!
    * remember 35 wen u c ice-cream,chocolate or anything sugar-ish!
7. start being serious in life. you dun go anywhere with jokes or humour.
    * some people mite dun get ur jokes so ur doing nothing but making a fool out of urself so knock it off!
8. take education seriously, pleasure is fun but only for a while
     * dun let papa tink ur good for nothing.. end wat u've started...
9. dun tease nor mock other people cause they might do the same bout u aswell...
     * a very bitch act! i did tat too many times bfr so i noe... very six grade-ish attitude.. not worth it!
10. respect people around u
     * not like i dun do it now but do it better!
11. quit drama-ing
     * it's not like ur gona get hired by nikhil advani,imtiaz ali or karan johar to be their leading actress in any new movie
12.stop delaying task!
    * wudnt wana repeat or retake any subjects again wudnt u?
13. action speaks louder than words!
     * no point barking like dogs ol claiming tat u wud do wat ur suppose to.. do it first thn talk!
14. be more organised like honestly
     * CRIUSLY, i've gt a organizing issue.. today things r neat n tidy and tomoro it's nt.. cnt la like that...
     * makesure things r kept back at d same place from where you pick it up.
15. stop swaering or cursing!
     * DONT DO THAT! manner is very important especially if u r a girl...
16. start saving!
     * waste so much of money for wat? but wat u think it's necessary...
17. take care of other people's feeling,cz i bet u wudnt like other people hurting your feeling too...
      * tink i've hurted too many ppl d.. time to change..
18.dun be so negative bout everything! start being optimistic..
      * REMEMBER! "No matter wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine"
19.be polite n soft spoken! being too KECOH can be very emberessing..
      * guys like who r very feminine and  humble so kash do something!
20.dun promise something that you know u cant keep it
      * dun wan to b blame as a lier rite..  so yeah...

magic man!

Well i bet u know how it works.. u like someone, u think he's perfect and he's d one..  just exactly the kinda guy who possesses all the items in your checklist which u basically  picked up from all the romantic comedy movie you've watched wishing he will b ur one and only MAGIC MAN! and at the end of the day we all know how it goes... nothing but a life threat idiocy cause u get yourself heart broken! Love just doesn't happen to girls like me; girls who build their hopes on an intricate web of day dreams. The truth is that everyone has issues and maybe building up a fake, perfect man in my mind is my biggest issue of all. The truth is there's nothing as perfection. Love is for people who are realistic and smart enough to open up their heart and minds and to realize that a real relationship is the ultimate fantasy.

tis song is stuck in my head!

boring 14!

can the day get any worser??!!! feels like i've gt no friends to hang out with anymore! went out to klcc today like alone! felt like a lost pathetic soul! staring at people so happy whereas i had a very miserable day!and now i'm stuck at home watching pocahontas.. daym! god just stop creating people like john smith(pocahantos love affair)...if only reality was as perfect as the movies... even spent hours trying to rap like nicki minaj! daym she's gud! it's suppose to b my 6 month wit my mr.X today but since i'm single thr's no  6 months anniversary but just me n myself trying to figure out how m i gona survive d nite.. crazy as it seem think i'm goin mad cause of boredom!