boring 14!

can the day get any worser??!!! feels like i've gt no friends to hang out with anymore! went out to klcc today like alone! felt like a lost pathetic soul! staring at people so happy whereas i had a very miserable day!and now i'm stuck at home watching pocahontas.. daym! god just stop creating people like john smith(pocahantos love affair)...if only reality was as perfect as the movies... even spent hours trying to rap like nicki minaj! daym she's gud! it's suppose to b my 6 month wit my mr.X today but since i'm single thr's no  6 months anniversary but just me n myself trying to figure out how m i gona survive d nite.. crazy as it seem think i'm goin mad cause of boredom!